january 6th, 2024
i wanted to start this page to put in my first entry. a lot is going on.
i've yapped about it a ton, but like, tomorrow school starts and i do *not* wanna go back. choir should be starting back up either this month or february. my grades are dropping in science and math, so i'm gonna try to lock in this semester but honestly idk what to do. my friend want to see this site, so if the site is finished by the time you're reading this, hi girly!!!!
i've also been thinking about my identity lately. i've always been aware that i'm pan, but now i'm thinking about my gender too. first of all, i think i might me a demi-girl?? i always never felt too much attachment to being female but like at the sametime i'm not like transmasc, and i thought about it and i was like "wait a damn minute". i also have been thinking about my pronouns? i currently go by she/her preferred, but anything is fine. however, i think i might be she/they/xe??? i'm not sure, but like it feels comfy. like it feels good. i still dont know, but like, possibly.
on a less personal note, i'm now addicted to haikyuu text videos of all things?? i was looking for class of 09 edits on yt and i found the text vids and i decided to take a look. i honestly thought they died in like 2022 but it's kinda crazy! i also can't believe im saying this, but they're actually still entertaining!
my mum has also bought a bunch of snacks recently since they're on sale, but i'll talk more about that in the kitchen.